notes on witchcraft and witchery by Bridget Eileen
Category:Activist Witch
“We are the granddaughters of the witches they didn’t burn” is a metaphor about the continuation of witchcraft as a practice despite deep opposition from patriarchal structures. As such, I feel witches, as resisters of the patriarchy, have an obligation to do as much organizing and activism to uphold freedom, liberty, equality, justice and fight against the continuation of the kyriarchy. I am a proud Activist Witch.
When I saw that the “‘Witches for Kamala’ lawn flag post” in Cat Ladies for Kamala Harris had hundreds of comments and thousands of likes, I thought, “oh my goodness: THESE ARE MY PEOPLE!”
So I created this group. It is some excellent Election full moon manifesting, I’d say!
I’d love for this group to be a resource during the rest of the election season and beyond. Invite your friends and connections who are interested. The more, the merrier!
I’m so exited to see what comes from this group. It is the intersection of two of my biggest passions: my witchy spiritual practice and my progressive political beliefs.
I can’t wait to connect with like-minded individuals!
From the About Section of the Facebook Group “Witches for Progessive Politics”
Because Salem 1692 will look tame if Project 2025 is implemented.
Calling all witches who support Kamala Harris! Let’s come together and manifest positive change and personal freedom–especially, in our case, spiritual freedom.
Member Request Questions
Here are the Membership Questions that I just created. Please make sure your answer is “yes” to these to ensure you’re a good fit for this group:
Are you a witch, pagan, or similar -or- an ally to the witch community at large?
Are you voting for Kamala Harris for President in 2024 (or support her if you are not an eligible US voter)?
Do you agree to the group rules?
Group Rules
Support for Harris & other Dems in 2024: The creation of this group was inspired by a post about the “Witches for Kamala” lawn flag as seen in this group’s cover photo, which was posted in the group “Cat Ladies for Kamala.” The focus of this group until the 2024 election will be to support Democrats, especially Kamala Harris for President. If you do not support Harris and other up-ticket Dems (US Senate, Congress, Governor), you should not join this group. After the 2024 Election, we can discuss 3rd party candidates.
Witches and Witchy Allies Are Welcome: If you identify as a Witch, Pagan, or anything along those lines, you are welcome to join this group. If you are an ally to people who identify as witches or similar, you are also welcome to join.
In addition to the standard rules of “no promotion or spam,” “respect everyone’s privacy,” “be kind and courteous,” and “no hate speech or bullying”
I made an Election Altar with various crystals for the “Happy Warrior”
This is my 2024 Election Altar. In addition to this manifesting and meditating, I am also supporting candidates by donating and volunteering for their campaigns. It’s not one or the other. It’s both/and!
The candle wax is from some candle meditation I did in the early afternoon on July 21, because I’d heard rumors that Biden would be dropping out. After the candle was gone, I went online and saw the tweet from the President that he was no longer in the race and had endorsed Harris. I couldn’t believe it had happened while I was doing that candle meditation. Wild!
The plate is special, too. It belonged to my dear Great Aunt Betty. Were she alive today, she would be so thrilled about the chance to support such an amazing, intelligent, powerful woman for President.
Prints
The mailers and bumper sticker are for candidates I support in the 2024 election.
The Witches
The witch dolls are Camilla and Evangeline (hahaha, but seriously, those are their names). I got them from the CVS Halloween clearance last year, for $5 each. No, I do not ever chat with them like they’re real. What are you talking about? (Of course, I do.) BTW they are cousins and they love Kamala. They have offered to help the Harris Walz Campaign with some of their magick. (Goodness, I am a NERD! Har har har).
I bought them on August 18, the anniversary day of the ratification of the 19th Amendment to the Constitution, which stated that women shall not be denied the right to vote on the basis of sex, so they’re extra charged based on date and location of purchase!
Protection Crystals
Yellow Obsidian: to draw out mental stress, block psychic attacks, and help keep balance
Purple Obsidian: trust gut feelings (as in, avoid sounding too politician-y!)
Strawberry Obsidian: protection from negative energy
Smoky Quartz: ease anxiety
Energizing Crystals
Green Aventurine: to ease mental and emotional trauma, dissolving negative thought and bringing calm (a combatant against MAGAism)
Red Aventurine: for creativity, vitality, and good luck
Labradorite: a stone for great magic and transformation
The Backdrop
The backdrop is a scarf with the climactic scene of Pride and Prejudice printed on it, when Darcy proposes to Elizabeth again, and she accepts. I’m praying, hoping, donating, and volunteering to help bring about a happy ending to this election.
Please to all the deities out there, listen to our petitions and grant us this Great Magic and Transformation we seek.
PS It is my Gramma Eileen’s NINETY-FIFTH birthday today. She was born in Salem. She loathes Grumpypants and loves Kamala.
Reproductive Rights, Abortion Access, and the Presidential Election of 2024
Reproductive freedom and bodily autonomy is an essential part of my spiritual practice as a modern pagan witch. Reproductive freedom is also an essential right as asserted in Unitarian Universalism. Other religions and spiritual practices also stress this right.
Why some people’s religions get more say than others on this matter in our current laws, especially since the overturning of Roe v Wade, is a matter of, well, the fkn’ patriarchy.
Kamala Harris for President
The choice this election is clear: one side may be flawed and may have much room to improve. That is a given with any circumstance. The Democratic Party is not perfect. Kamala Harris is not perfect. But, as Obama has been known to say, “don’t let the perfect get in the way of the good.”
Because, much more significantly, the other party and the other candidate are an existential threat to freedom, including reproductive AND spiritual freedom. (More on spiritual freedom in another post, if I can get the time. But I must say, based on Project 2025, you know if *they* get their way, Salem 1692 will look tame compared to the persecution of people who don’t conform to a specific kind of extremist religious practice they hope to inflict.)
My activism for women and femme’s equality and equity is a core part of my spiritual practice. For this reason, and many more, I support the Harris-Walz campaign, and all Democrats who fight for reproductive freedom, for the 2024 election.
Happy Lughnasadh! I am celebrating by taking a trip with my Witches of Weymouth to Salem at the end of the month.
I’m also working on my “Liberty Spell” from now until about 5 days after Samhain AKA doing what I can to volunteer time for the Harris / Walz campaign.
If you’re interested in supporting the Kamala Harris Kamala HQ campaign, here’s some helpful links!
Witches have to support the Democratic nominee for President. Otherwise, Project 2025 will make Salem 1692 look mild.
Witches, modern pagans and other magickal practioners have a lot of reasons to vote for Kamala Harris for President. Donal Grump is dangerous for a lot reasons, reasons that have ramifications on what we as witches care about.
White Christian Nationalism Will Destroy Religious and Spiritual Freedom
Kat Abu’s video on white “christian” nationalism is thorough and terrifying. With so many witches, pagans and other magickal practioners still in the Broom Closet, if white “christian” nationalism gets even more power, the strides we’ve made to connect and communicate will be decimated.
Reproductive Freedom and Abortion Access
Harris will support and amendment protecting abortion access to reverse the Dobbs decision and restore Roe as the law of the land. Grump wants to institute a national abortion ban, with no exceptions.
Environment and Climate Crisis
As a modern pagan whose spirituality is very closely tied to the nature. Harris is the only viable candidate who actually takes climate change seriously and has policies to tackle the climate crisis.
How You Can Help the Harris Campaign
Make a plan to vote by Election Day, Tuesday, November 5: iwillvote.com/
a make-believe 2-day festival of Tori’s most nature-y and/or eco-justice-y songs
Bey Hive, Swifties, Deadheads, Phish Phans, Ears With Feet–all devoted fan bases have the same troubles: what to do with oneself when the tour is over and we are no longer weirdos on social media constantly refreshing our feed for news from people at the shows, waiting for posts on the latest song from the set list.
This is why I made up a 2-show Imaginary Earth Day Festival playlist of Tori songs.
You Tube Playlist: Tori Amos Imaginary Earth Day Concert
Behind the Scenes for the Imaginary Earth Day Festival
I do not want to tell you how much time I put into this. Actually, yes I do! First I had my own brainstorm, then I went to the Facebook Tori groups and to Tori Twitter and asked for further recommendations. I gathered them all up and added the songs to a playlist. But then, I went even further and put the playlist in a specific order. And then I didn’t like that order so I redid it. And I didn’t like that one either, so I redid it a third time, this time hand writing out each song on the playlist on quarter sheets of scrap paper (reduce reuse recycle) and grouping them by subtheme, then building a set from that.
Then I listened to the end of each song and beginning of the next to make sure they flowed well, and did some additional tweaking to get that part of things correct. And I also made sure to incorporate almost every studio album (sorry, Midwinter Graces).
Facebook Event Page “Reporting” from the Show
I created a Facebook Event Page where I would “report live” from the “shows” and I said I had a (fantasy) interview with Tori about the song choices, so I could report commentary for each choice. Then I promoted this mock event to my fellow Tori fans via social media.
Yes, this is a lot of work for a fake event, I know. However! I was supposed to be writing a poem-a-day for NaPoWriMo. (Actually writing a poem-a-day for all of 2024…) So I counted each song commentary as lyrical prose-poems to fulfill my NaPoWriMo obligations. Voila!
The Fake Set List Vignettes
In addition to the set list with comment, I also made mock set list print out. I went to Tori’s social media, downloaded a setlist picture, reuploaded it to a “font finder,” did some research to find a comparable font in Canva, and created PDFs of the fake Tori set list.
Next I made up keys for the songs (I’m not doing THAT MUCH research; there must be a limit!) and add them in my best facsimile of the handwritten notes.
After the “show” I decorated the set lists like Tori’s social media team does. And then I posted the set lists like Tori’s team did after the shows. I gathered up a bunch of witchy and whimsical tchotchke to put around the printed set lists to make it look like those lovely vignettes we get on Tori’s social media channels of the final set lists. Then I posted the photograph those on social media and in this blog entry.
Set List with Commentary
I promised I’d post the set list and commentary in one long segment here on the blog, because currently it is only in individual posts on the Facebook event page. So here’s the full list of songs, with my prose-poem commentary. It first starts off with the DC Commission on Arts & Humanities Land Acknowledgment:
Land Acknowledgment
Recognizing the Nacotchtank and Piscataway People, the First Residents of the land that would become the District of Columbia
Every community owes its existence and vitality to generations from around the world who contributed their hopes, dreams, and energy to making the history that led to this moment. Some were brought here against their will, some were drawn to leave their distant homes in hope of a better life, and some have lived on this land for more generations than can be counted. Truth and acknowledgment are critical to building mutual respect and connection across all barriers of heritage and difference. We begin this effort to acknowledge what has been buried by honoring the truth. We stand on the ancestral lands of the Nacotchtank and the Piscataway People. We pay respects to their elders past and present. Please take a moment to consider the many legacies of violence, displacement, migration, and settlement that bring us together here today. And please join us in uncovering such truths at any and all public events and to use such truths to guide the legacy of this [imaginary concert].
The land acknowledgement was created by CAH Commissioner Quanice Floyd with resources provided by the U.S. Department of Arts and Culture, and was adopted by the Board of Commissioners on May 21, 2020.
we started off with the Land Acknowledgement projected on the backdrop of the stage, and this song choice to open the festival goes along with that; we are where we are in the state of the world because of colonization, because of patriarchy, because of a deeply misguided notion of those who take power from others and think it means they are actually all-powerful, when in reality, the greed that is the gift for the sons will eventually lead to nothing left to take, and the true power, whether you call that power Mother Nature, or the Earth Mother, or just plain nature and earth, will always be the force we all must respect and honor.
Tori comes out solo and sings this standing, in front of the piano, like in the Scarlet Walk tour.
She’s wearing a jade green silken tunic and matching palazzo pants, in the same style as her outfits during the O2O tours. The trim of the ensemble is in a rich chocolate brown. The shoes are brown strappy satin stilettos to match the trim of Tori’s outfit and they had jade green buckles and ankle straps!These colors were chosen to evoke earth colors, and to match Tori’s eyes, the designer tells me. It also makes me think of “mint ice cree-ee-ee-eeam.”
2. Up the Creek
=as Tori heads to the piano and the rest of the band joins her for this imaginary concert=
Good Lord willing and the creek don’t rise We may just surviveIf the Militia of the MindArm against those climate blind
this song work with two well-known idiomatic expressions that are commonly heard in rural and/or Southern regions in the US: “up the creek without a paddle” meaning one is in some kind of trouble “Good Lord willing and the creek don’t rise” is an expression of hope that plans in motion will come through
We may just survive the climate crisis if the “militia of the mind arm against those climate blind.” That is, if those who acknowledge the existence of a climate crisis act accordingly, especially in the face of climate disruption deniers or those who claim to be deniers for the sake of their own gain, usually for power and/or money.
3. Dark Side of the Sun
We’ve known for years of the impending environmental crisis, decades, in fact. And during those years, we have also experienced other crises at the hands of those in power. Things were so bad during the Trump presidency that we look back on the W years with less of the visceral feeling we had during those years. When we were constantly at war, losing American military life, losing civilian Iraqi and Afghanistan lives. We were on the Dark Side of the Sun.
4. Riot [pRoof]
We think a lot of nature and the wilderness and greenery when we think of the impact of climate change. Or we think of the ocean and the rising sea levels. But the terror of the urban spell in the face of eco-injustice is a major issue in our cities. Just this week in Providence, RI, protesters “called on state and city authorities to shut down Rhode Island Recycled Metals following a recent fire at the Allens Avenue business that sent plumes of black smoke over the Providence skyline.”
From the NRDC website: The environmental justice movement—championed primarily by Black people, Latines, Asian Americans, Pacific Islanders, and Indigenous People—was born of a statistical fact: Those who live, work, and play in America’s most polluted environments are commonly people of color and those living in poverty. Because of environmental justice advocates, we now know this as environmental racism, and it’s precisely what communities of color have been battling for decades. https://www.nrdc.org/stories/environmental-justice-movement
5. Little Amsterdam
so much of environmental injustice, environmental racism, climate denialism, is about maintaining dominance for those that are trying to take power where they have not earned it – Little Amsterdam looks at that dominance and imagines a way to subvert it. You’ve got to know these days which side you’re on. It has to be the side of science, of harmony (not hominy, though if we ate more legume for protein than meat, that would help).
6. God
Of course this song has to be in the mix. We have to ask, “why is this happening” – like, Abrahamic God, come get your people because they are not doing this love one another thing well at all. How can we help? What women shall we send your way to look after things? Hera? Brigid? The Corn Mother? Papahānaumoku? Why must we always ask a woman anyway. I guess because we all suffer as this God struggles with finding a decent communications director. Maybe Rosemerta, Celtic goddess of communication, would be the woman for the job.
7. Tombigbee
from Blueridge to Cattailon the prairiefrom fly over countryback through Mississippi
If you haven’t noticed yet, today’s setlist has a lot of songs that reference land or freshwater inland. This is deliberate. “Today” is the “green” day. “Tomorrow” will be “blue,” and we will discuss that more with the second set list.
Tombigbee and the land it flows through and the state of things in Mississippi and Alabama – nearby Jackson, MS has been suffering a water crisis since late 2022. Talk about environmental racism. This manmade crisis was preventable and could be better addressed than the current governor is managing it. Instead of doing what’s best for the mostly-Black population of Jackson, MS, Gov Reeves is trying to use this as a means of a cash grab for corporations.
The climate crisis is dire and today’s setlist was built to really hit this message home. Code Red, we are in need of some serious action. Don’t worry: Tori has some inspiring, fortifying tunes to jam to while working on your eco-activism. Keep listening!
9. Battle of Trees
We can’t have a setlist full of songs about the land and leave off the Battle of Trees. I happen to love this song more than most people do. I have a copy of the White Goddess but I have not read it yet.
[Your periodic reminder that any mythology that is purportedly ancient Wiccan wisdom passed down through time must, like with all religious and spiritual text, be taken as allegorical. Yes, we are the granddaughters of the witches they burned, but not literally. Metaphorically; as in subverting the patriarchy has been a battle among the trees since the patriarchy reared its ugly head and every member of a generation who works to smash that glass ceiling (and recycle into something much better, like a really pretty set of vases or something) is, in that sense, a witch, who was burned or who they tried to burn, but the fire and the wisdom to subvert the oppression persists to the next set of people.]
10. Starling
We’re just getting very literal for Earth Day for a little bit. As Emily Dickinson says:
In the name of the Bee — And of the Butterfly — And of the Breeze — Amen!
Here we’re going with the birds.
11. Datura
As if we’d do an Earth Day show and not include Datura. The song is essentially a list of really cool herbs, man.
If you’ve ever wondered about poisonous plants like Datura, my sister and sister-in-law got a me a really cool book, called “Wicked Plants” by Amy Stewart, for Christmas one year.
And there’s an accompanying coloring book, which my fella got me for my birthday last year (my people know me well). There’s even a bit on wolf’s bane (as in “Devil’s Bane”).
Also with Datura, I know we all have our favorite snippets from the Ears With Feet equivalent of DC’s Library of Congress, Yessaid.com.
What Tori has to say about Datura is some of my favorite “quottage:”
…I just had this thing about my garden. I got a list from my gardener about everything that was in my garden that was still alive.
Q: That was the list in the lyric?
Yeah. So at a certain point, this whole “Malagueña”… Why I say “Malagueña,” because it isn’t anything like it, but I remember playing that when I was eight or something, but it was definitely way before I got kicked out of Peabody. I loved the more South American — the tropical — pulse, and datura being a hallucinogen, that’s dangerous stuff.
At the time, though, I was reading the sequel to Bloodline of the Holy Grail, which goes pre-Jesus, so it’s all Sumerian. [She pronounces this “Shumerian.”] Some people say Sumerian, but they [the experts] say it’s “shumerian.”
So I was kind of drawn to the theories of what was passing through Canaan and the division of it. The Venus record was, to me, very much a bridge for my own work, from this time as we go over to the next numbership [the year 2000]. Whether it’s psychological or not, it doesn’t matter, you’re building a bridge.
So, Canaan now becomes a planet, because… because it is. And the idea of the Apocalypse being that everybody thinks they own pieces of the sun, even if it’s a little house… and I’m a home owner; I have those feelings too.
And yet I kept getting this sense of the patriarchal community for the last many thousands of years, whether it’s the Judaic God or the Christian God, saying, “You’re expelled from the Garden.”
Whoa, wait a minute: What does she have to say about this? Because it is Gaia. We realize now that the planet is a living organism, and she’s kind of got a mind of her own.
So we go back to, because “Bliss” starts the record, and there’s this controlling patriarchal force… Instead of “Father who art in Heaven,” it’s “Father, I killed my monkey.” There’s a real delineation about who owns the goods here.
Who has the entitlement of a woman’s body, of the Earth’s body, of the body of the Garden? I just watched the song come in and give the patriarchy datura, because it exists. It was all throbbing, and she’s doing a roll call of those now who can come in [the list of plants in the song “Datura”].
So here’s a direct quote about addressing the patriarchy, in case some one following this fake event objects to how “political” the set list and the commentary is.
What are you doing following an imaginary Earth Day concert if you don’t think the kyriarchy is THE thing that Tori’s music is addressing, Straw Man critic of my imaginary event?
😉
12. Butterfly
=This is a solo performance by Tori in this imaginary concert.=
This song murders me. I remember watching Higher Learning in the theatre. I sobbed so dang much throughout that film.
“they like you better framed and dried” – this is a microcosm of why we have a climate crisis.
13. Reindeer King
=the band returns=
“gonna get you back to you”
it can be a line about something deeply personal – I remember loving this line after a really messed up break up; I was ghosted after 3 years of dating someone…he stopped texting, blocked my number, stopped communication. Then I got a non-covid cold virus that knocked me out of commission for a whole month, like right when this guy disappeared on me, right after the holidays and the busiest time of year at work. I was completely and totally sapped of myself. Covid was still raging even though there were vaccines and boosters. And I tested twice but never tested positive, but I was so physically drained. And of course I put a playlist together to process all that was happening. I had a new home, a breakup, a virus that removed all my energy. So I have a connection to this song in that very personal way. (I mean, I think every devout Tori fan can say that sort of thing about almost all the songs!) I listened to it to get back to myself, before that wallop.
But in the context of Earth Day, this could be a song we are singing as environmental activists, to the earth. We’re going to get you back to you.
14. Carbon
These two songs both mention “crystalline” – I love that Tori has some words that pop up like that in the songs from album to album. This song takes place at Wounded Knee.
Sonically it goes to a hopeful place in my mind, but lyrically it’s a very treacherous place.
It’s also included in the set list because carbon is an element, one that gets discussed often in the context of climate disruption: carbon footprint, greenhouse gasses.
What’s the solution to this toxic carbon? Let’s find out from the next song.
Feel their arms around you. Go hug a tree. What a really weird and dumb world we live in, in which “tree hugger” is an epithet. Speaking with the trees, hugging a tree, appreciating them, planting them, learning from them, what a wonderful thing!
As Coach Beard from my favorite show, Ted Lasso, puts it: “You know, we used to believe that trees competed with each other for light. Suzanne Simard’s field work challenged that perception, and we now realize that the forest is a socialist community. Trees work in harmony to share the sunlight.”
From yesssaid: In “Speaking with Trees” you sing about hiding your mother’s ashes under a tree house in Florida. Do you find solace in visiting this place? I do, but I haven’t been there for 18 months. So I had to find a way to conjure up this place without being able to go there. So I was drawn outside to the trees. I trusted that there was some kind of ancient knowledge that the trees had wisdom. I was interested in how they communicate with each other. Believe it or not, I found that really comforting. By listening to the trees, I began to feel my mother’s presence. [Get to Text – October 29, 2021]
16. Mother Revolution
Okay, so it’s been an INTENSE set list so far, but it’s Tori, and Tori songs are intense. And it’s about the climate crisis, which is an intense existential issue facing all of us. And the songs have been driving this message throughout the list, but this is just day one. There’s more to talk about “tomorrow.” Mother Revolution is a hint at how things will go “tomorrow.”
Tori played this a lot in the O2O tour. I think the fortifying message of the lyrics was vital.
I remember when she played Boston in 2022, it was the week the Dobbs decision was leaked, and protests were happening around the country. In fact, I went to the digital Meet & Greet at the Orpheum, then went down Mass Ave to the pro-choice rally at the Boston Common that day.
What does abortion have to do with eco-justice? Everything. They’re of a kind. The will of the patriarchy/kyriarchy to subvert power and agency from non-white, non-Christian, non-male, non-cis, non-queer, non-wealthy people AND every animal, mineral, plant they can, and attempt to dominate those beings, that is the issue at hand. Whether it is taking away agency over one’s reproductive health or taking too much from the ecological environment, we need a revolution that ends this relentless power grab. What kind of revolution will do? Not the usual.
“Lucky me I guessed the kind of man that you would turn out to be Now I wish that I’d been wrong and then I could remember to breathe”
We could easily say this about Gorsuch, Kavanaugh, Thomas, Alito, Roberts, and the head handmaiden Coney-Barrett.
From yessaid: In “Mother Revolution” the woman realizes she cannot fight the patriarchy in the way that they fight and she can’t just turn her back either. In order to be effective she has to come up with a new solution. And sometimes the best solution isn’t to throw a bomb at a balloon, it’s to pop the balloon with a kitty heel!
=and that’s the end of the regular show for Day 1! will we have an encore???=
=cheering and ovation continues=
=band returns, Tori returns=
17. Little Earthquakes
Yay! Encore.
Hmmmm. Has anyone noticed a glaring absence in this setlist yet? If you noticed there hasn’t been a song off Tori’s first solo album played yet, well, she’s addressing that with the first song of her encore.
It’s Little Earthquakes. Because this show is about the land, and we can’t fail to have an earthquake at a Tori show about the land!
Here we go…again!
18. Metal Water Wood
=stage rush finally allowed on the final song of the night; security is TIGHT here!=
One more song for Day One. One more time to honor parts of the earth. What parts? Why
Metal Water and Wood
Of course!
——short break and we’ll be back for day 2 of the make-believe concerts! hope your W&Ws are going well! ——-
Day Two
1. Home on the Range
Just as yesterday began with the posting of the Land Acknowledgement on the backdrop curtain, so does today. And today’s show starts off with Tori solo and singing one of her songs that is very much centered around her indigenous heritage. In fact, the beginning of today’s set is centered around this and around Native American struggles throughout the United State’s history.
Tori is wearing a dress today, instead of the usual palazzo pants with tunic as we saw on the O2O tour, and we saw last night.
In fact today’s ensemble looks like something from Lord of the Rings or other fantastical story. It’s a long peasant style gown with all shades of blue in a shimmering fabric. In fact it is made of sustainable bamboo, according to my imaginary interview notes. And her shoes are a magnificent gold metallic eco-friendly shimmering glitter pointy-toed stiletto.
This version of the song. So poignant.
Seriously though, Andrew Jackson was suuuuch an a-hole.
“Oh who ‘discovered’ your azz?”
2. Virginia
=the band arrives=
==oh wow, I’ve just noticed that the stage looks different from yesterday…the band are closer together and they’re a bit off to the right…hm…=
From yessaid: In “Virginia,” Scarlet makes her way up to Washington and visits Jamestown, one of the earliest settlements. She wonders how a land built on the notion of freedom for the settlers could deny freedom to the native American people. In her mind she sees the white brother coming and the young Native American girl following. The mythology of another land has been imposed on America. [Scarlet’s Walk bio]
They are not directly related but this song always makes me think of Tori’s ancestor who hid the supplies to live on through the Civil War in the burial ground of the Union soldiers, as told in “Piece by Piece.” The things one needs to do to survive ruthless oppression.
3. Father’s Son
Every late morning I visit my mother, who is my downstairs neighbor, before I head into work, after working remotely in the AM. I’m usually there at 11am and so I sit with her for a few minutes and watch her two TV best friends, Hoda and Jenna. After which, I usually sing this song in my head. I, too, like my mother’s daughter, love that dang show! IDK Barbara Jr and Jenna seem to me to be very much UNlike their grandfather, or their grandfather’s son. Maybe the cycle is broken. Maybe the old man who paints incessantly in retirement is repentant for his ways. For his lies.
4. Indian Summer
Speaking of: Can you Mr Bush light the sage Can you, anyone that’s listening find a way
5. Broken Arrow
this broken arrow needs heeding when great white fathers your mistress is inequality
hot DAMN is that a fine set of lyrics – sometimes Tori teases phrases in the English language that just make my mind explode with OMG-ness.
And of COURSE Tori has to sing this song on this day in this [fictional] location of Washington DC.
I won’t be silenced or frozen out by those who must account in our Senate and in the House
=something kinda funny is happening in this “have we lost her” section; the band is really jamming out and the lights have gone very dim on the stage; the backdrop where the land acknowledgement was projected has a lot of blue lighting that looks like waves…interesting…there’s a lot of shuffling on the stage now too and some low lighting and it seems there’s a lot of people coming onto the stage from the wings as this funky wah wah guitar (but on Jon’s 6-string bass) keeps going…okay the “have we lost her” is on a loop and fading out and now the lights on the stage are going up…=
6. Shattering Sea
=holy goodness! it’s a whole symphony orchestra that has just been assembled on stage left! And the projection on the backdrop tells us to
WELCOME OUR SPECIAL GUEST: THE PEABODY SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA
Well! That is a surprise! Things have come full circle, it seems! Tori is performing with her sorta alma mater’s symphony orchestra for this section of the show. I had a feeling tonight would be special!
And the first song is off Night of Hunters, “Shattering Sea.” Very glad she had this additional accompaniment because it would seem wrong without a symphony orchestra for this piece. (All the sudden it’s a “piece” instead of a “song” – har har music minor nerdspeak.)
In my pre-show imaginary interview with Tori yesterday (dang but I wish this were IRL), she mentioned that this portion of today’s show, where we move into the vast blue of this great blue marble would not be as overtly political as yesterday’s “land” portion. That a lot of the songs would just be about sonic reverence for the many aspects and facets of the ocean and its myths and legends. Pandora’s Aquarium is more a song about interpersonal relations, but it does have a decidedly aquatic vibe and so it is part of the program today. It’s also a MARVEL with a symphony!
8. 1000 Oceans
This song is just so beautiful and I think that those little travel packs of tissues ought to be passed around during this song.
9. Selkie
=the stage goes dark – a dark navy light, and the spotlight comes up on Tori. This is her solo section, while the symphony and band sit in still reverence.=
Perfect for yet another beautiful song.
10. Bats
= the light are back on the whole stage and the percussion section is getting their moment!=
It’s Bats! Bats are land creatures, you say? That is true. And Tori has an adorable affinity for them. But this song is about the Little Mermaid, sorta. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Undine
Undine of the Sea
From yessaid:
The EPA and climate change deniers are also tackled on a song called “Bats.” Its dramatis personae are water creatures — the Undines of the Sea — and its inciting incident is humankind’s betrayal of nature.
11. Ocean to Ocean
=oh this opening is symphonic and gorgeous as a result=
Well, of course this song would be here. It is, in fact, the finale of this segment of the concert.
I am told that all of the parents and guardians of the children who will be singing the refrain gave their explicit permission for the children to use a swear word. In the name of art and environmental protest, they agree it makes an impact to hear young voices sing fortissimo:
There are those who don’t give a goddamn That we’re near mass extinction There are those who never give a goddamn For anything that they are breaking There are those who only give a goddamn For the profit that they’re making
The symphony orchestra and the PS22 choir all take their bows and there is thunderous applause for these guest appearances. It was awesome.=
12. Scarlet’s Walk
=Tori finally speaks to the crowd! She didn’t yesterday… “Hi everybuddyhowzitgoin?”=
We all applaud wildly.
She’s thanking everyone for coming to the show and reminding us that proceeds from the tickets and the merch will be going to the Ocean Conservancy https://oceanconservancy.org/.
And additional donation and membership information is available near the merch tables, along the row of local and national organization tabling at this two-day festival.
Which ones, you ask? Leave it to us Librarians for that information. Here’s a comprehensive LibGuide from UC Berkeley (ugh but they didn’t make a friendly URL; as the person who does communications at my library, this drives me cuckoo) https://guides.lib.berkeley.edu/c.php?g=496970&p=3427176
Tori says yesterday we were on the land, just now we were on the ocean, and coming up we will be—
Leaving terra
It’s Scarlet’s Walk!
13. Benjamin
The backdrop reads SCIENCE IS REAL in big bold letters
14. Flavor
“All hope is not lost,” Tori told me in our pre-show fictional interview. “And the last part of the festival, the last songs of day 2’s set list is to answer the plea in Ocean to Ocean: there IS a way out of this.” We must see each other’s shared humanity. We must make compassion the watchword.
15. Unrepentant Geraldines
Unrepentant Geraldines is really a sonic sister of God. More discussion with the Abrahamic God on WTF is up and how TF do we fix it.
Like the album version, there was also a recording of birdsong to start, and according to the information projected on the backdrop, it was recently recorded for today’s show at the National Zoo’s aviary.
– Wrap yourself around the Tree of Life and the Dance of the Infinity of the Hive –
The answer comes from the source: nature.
=That’s the end of the show but of course not really! We’re all one our feet again and the applause is raucous=
17. Bang
=and the band and Tori are back! what inspiring message will they have to send us off with? what songs are a perfect finale to a set of shows that are all about environmental activism? I hope hope hope it is my favorite song of all time…=
BANG!
OMG OMG OMG OMG FINALLY!!! BANG IS A BANGER!
I volunteered like 25 hours a week throughout lockdown in 2020 for the election, for local and national candidates and I played this song on repeat to motivate me through it all. It was my fight song.
“Immigrants that’s who we all are’cause we’re all made of stars”
GAHD I LOVE THAT LINE!!!
“Can’t they see” he said to me “that we all are Molecular Machines” goals and dreams all I wanna be is the very best Machine I can be
Oxygen and Carbon part of our Molecular Machine goals and dreams all I wanna be is the very best Machine I can be
Iodine Iron Manganese Molybdenum Selenium Silicon Tin Vanadium and Zinc
all I wanna be a Molecular Machine
Let’s all be the very best machines we can be for eco justice, kids!
=but wait there’s more!=
18. Mary
=Tori speaks one more time, “I know. I’ve been kind of trolling you because I know you all know this song. Tash calls it the OG of my eco-warrior songs”…=
Here we go! You know what it is baby!!!
Mary Lyrics by Tori Amos
Everybody wants something from you Everybody want a piece of Mary Lush valley all dressed in green Just ripe for the picking
God I want to get you out of here You can ride in a pink Mustang When I think of what we’ve done to you
Oh, Mary, can you hear me
Growing up isn’t always fun They tore your dress and stole your ribbons They see you cry, they lick their lips But butterflies don’t belong in nets
Oh Mary, can you hear me Mary, you’re bleeding Mary, don’t be afraid We’re just waking up And I hear help is on the way
Mary, can you hear me Mary, like Jimi said Mary, don’t be afraid ‘Cause even the wind Even the wind cries your name
Everybody wants you sweetheart Everybody got a dream of glory Las Vegas got a pin-up girl They got her armed as they buy and sell her
Rivers of milk are running dry Can’t you hear the dolphins crying What’ll we do when our babies scream Fill their mouths with some acid rain
Oh Mary, can you hear me Mary, you’re bleeding Mary, don’t be afraid We’re just waking up And I hear help is on the way
Mary, can you hear me Mary, like Jimi said Mary, don’t be afraid ‘Cause even the wind… Even the wind cries your name
Butterflies don’t belong in nets
Mary, can you hear me Mary, you’re bleeding Mary, don’t be afraid We’re just waking up And I hear help is on the way
Mary, can you hear me? Mary, like Jimi said Mary, don’t be afraid ‘Cause even the wind Even the wind cries your name ‘Cause even the wind cries your name ‘Cause even the wind cries your name Cries your name Cries your name Cries your name
Setlist Commentary as Creative Writing
On the setlist and setlist commentary, as explained in a National Poetry Writing Month Facebook group I am part of for April’s “National Poetry Month”:
Tonight I’m going to do a lyrical, surrealistic-y commentary with each song “revealed” on the imaginary setlist for the “2-day concert” Tori Amos is performing (in my imagination).
I’m putting on a fictional Tori Amos Earth Day 2-day mini-festival at this event page. https://www.facebook.com/events/7555368264590724
I’m going to consider my free-write commentary with each song posted (as if I were reporting out from a live show) as my means of catching up on NaPoWriMo 😄
(I’m actually doing a poem-a-day for the whole year, but I’m behind by a month and a half!)
I plan to do two playlist-poem-commentaries, in fact, as a means of catching up on my PoWriYe, so to speak. I have another mega-playlist of upbeat songs that I’m compiling. Each segment of the playlist flows into the next. And all genres, languages, and time periods of popular music are represented in the list.
One thing that’s interesting about a human generated playlist vs an AI one is that there’s a lot of quirks and nuance that a bio brain knows that, for now, we have yet to teach AI to replicate. This makes a human curated playlist/setlist more “charged” and multi-faceted than an AI generated one.
I consider the work I’ve been doing on my playlists as using the same creative part of my brain as making, or at least editing and revising, a poem or a whole manuscript.
I’m looking forward to challenging myself tonight with this “assignment.” All the results will be on the event page, and eventually on my website (is the plan).
Labor of EWF Love
This process took a ridiculous amount of my non-existent free time, was so incredibly geeky, and was also entirely too much fun.
Don’t Just Listen: Act!
Proceeds from this imaginary festival will go to the following organizations. Please consider donating to these worthy causes:
Here’s what I posted on social media to promote this event:
Imaginary Earth Day Tori Amos 2-Day Concert
Exciting news! In honor of Earth Day, Tori is doing a (completely imaginary, not at all real) 2-show Earth Day mini-festival!
The set list is complete so now YOU get to play Wills & Wants! Two wills, two wants, and a bonus for each show (so a total of 10 songs, per person). One entry per person. Let’s hear your guesses!!! The prize is a donation in your name to the Ocean Conservatory! https://oceanconservancy.org/
The set lists will be posted here on the Event page, the day after Earth Day, on Tuesday, April 23, at 9pm EDT, so you have until then to play.
As requested, we’ll have a “freak out thread” so you can pretend it’s a real Tori show. Each song will be posted here to the event page. Lucky for me, I got to [fantasy] interview Tori about her set list for these shows, so I’ll add the [completely fictional] commentary of why the songs were chosen.
(Please note that since this is imaginary, the slow-roll-out of songs will happen at many times the speed of the actual songs, between 9-10pm EDT; I have a strict bedtime routine that starts at 10pm #XennialLife).
I’ll also have a YouTube Music Playlist link posted by the end of the event, so you can “hear” the full shows and maybe a surprise little bonus at the end as well…if I feel up for the creativity of it.
Again, this is a totally make believe, from my imagination event But I figured it would be a fun way to fill up time between albums, and to honor Earth Day and Tori’s commitment to the environment.
This event was brought to you by Bridget Eileen Madden, The Notebook Witch: dedicated EWF since May 1992.
Maxx was in my very first group of students my first year as a full-time classroom teacher, when I taught high school at Lisbon High over 20 years ago. He was a great person. The news that he is one of the victims who died in the horrific mass shooting in Lewiston is so shocking and so devastating.
Spirituality and Spiritual Practice in Times of Grief
As things would have it, another former student of mine from the LHS class of ’06, is also a witch and posted this Hekate graphic on her social media. It was exactly what I needed to see in this time of deep shock and grief.
I evoke various goddesses each day at the end of my daily “Morning Pages.” — Morning Pages are a practice from the book, “The Artist’s Way.” You take 3 pages to just cogitate and expatiate AKA a “brain dump.” After I do that, though, I then take some more pages to write down the following:
daily affirmations
3 things I’m grateful for
3 things I’m looking forward to
what deities I wish to evoke to help guide my day
When I speak of evoking deities, I am not thinking of celestial beings in the clouds looking down upon us. Instead, I consider them as archetypes within our consciousness and subconscious, whose essence or spirit we wish to call to mind in order to have the most mindful, connected day we can live.
Every day, my list starts off with Brigid, who I am–in essence–named after, and Hekate, the goddess of witches. I call on Hekate to help me infuse my day with my spiritual practice. I consider her the goddess of self-assuredness, self-identity, self-esteem, and sense of self. I also consider her the goddess of smashing the MFing patriarchy. Her misalignment in traditional mythologies makes her the representation of this ultimate goal of my existence.
I find the more connected I am to my spirutal practice and spiritual identity as a witch, the more connected I am to the world at large and the specific day unfolding. When I don’t take the time to do these daily practices, I feel instead like a hamster on a wheel, spinning in place and merely plodding along rather than purposefullying living my life.
It’s been difficult for me to journal these past days since the shooting though. Putting everything down in words on this blog and in my journals forces me out of the shock mode I’ve been in since Wednesday night at 9pm, when I got the first news by text of what was unfolding in my former home. I have not been as regimented as I normally am. I’m still doing some writing, some meditating, some rituals of calming and reflection. But it’s hard to go into one’s mind in traumatic times like this.
I will keep at it though, because I know it is what nourishes me. I received many hugs from my fellow UU church members, after I shared my sorrow during Joys and Sorrows. Hugs are good.
I Don’t Really Want to Go Here Right Now but I Have to Say It: I Have and Always Will Hate Guns
Our mental health services and infrastructure need a huge amount of support, funding, and promotion. People of all kinds needs to be more assuredly enabled to address and process their vulnerabilities and emotions. Having a gun, statistically speaking, makes you less safe and more likely to suffer from gun violence, either through accidents, suicide, or homicide. We are the only nation in the world with the epidemic of mass shootings, because we are the only nation with the ludicrously lax gun laws. I hate guns. I was raised to hate them, and I agree wholeheartedly with my father, a Vietnam Marine Corp veteran, who instilled in us a loathing of guns. The NRA and gun manufacturers’ stronghold on our gun laws at the state and federal level is an abomination. I attribute this all to the kyriarchy, aka the patriarchy, which fills people’s minds with the notion that we are more free and more safe with unfettered access to guns. We are not. I’m writing this on my blog, but not really on social media because I do not want to debate people in that online platform about this issue. The only thing I plan to do is work even more diligently at the local level to get better gun safety laws in place in my home state of Rhode Island.
Life in Lewiston, 2001-2004
I want to wrap up this long post with a personal story about how meaningful this city of Maine is for me.
I moved to Lewiston all by myself as a young grown up, aged 23, in September 2001–another month fraught with tragedy. The only person I knew was my college BFF, Jenny. I left in 2004 having met hundreds of people. I made dear connections with students and colleagues in education, from Freeport and Lisbon.
Like many others I have vibrant memories from early adulthood going to the recreational places like Schemengees and Spare Time, sites of the shooting. Lewiston offers these type of places to the whole surrounding area, as the second biggest city in Maine. Mostly I used the Blue Goose as my Cheers but each one of these taverns and recreation spots of Lewiston have a special place in the social lives of the people in the area.
And most importantly, I found extra family and lots of lifelong friends from my 3 years in Lewiston.
One night from my apartment on Russell Street, I had a conversation with my Gramma out in San Francisco. She let me know that my father “was born in Florida but he was conceived in Lewiston, Maine.” I was delighted by this TMI. It must have explained why I always felt at home–my dad was “from” there.
I felt this meme would be good to post for today’s holiday, #Juneteenth 🖤❤️💛💚
For me, the spiritual is the political, so to speak. My spiritual practice as a modern pagan Unitarian Universalist solitary eclectic witch is intrinsically tied to my firm belief in equality, equity, and justice for everyone, especially minoritized groups.
I put energy into fighting for those things through volunteer work, and at my paid job doing whatever I can to promote the equity agenda there. And I also do so in my spiritual practice, however I can.
Which brings me to this meme. For me, I don’t think of crystals as wielding power as if in a fantasy story. I think of them as tools to help evoke in oneself the capacity to do what one sets their mind to. In that case, a plain old selenite wand, or clear quartz, touched as I toil away on paid and volunteer work for those thing I mentioned working on, is a crystal for helping promote equity and justice.
On Joining Bell Street Chapel Unitarian Universalist Congregation in Providence, Rhode Island and the Convenant of Unitarian Universalist Pagans (CUUPS)
As of Beltane 2023, I am officially a member of the Bell Street Chapel Unitarian Universalist Church of Federal Hill, Providence (my old neighborhood). And I am now an official member of the Covenant of Unitarian Universalist Pagans (CUUPS).
This is the Covenant of Unitarian Universalist Pagans Vision Statement:
CUUPS is an organization dedicated to networking Pagan-identified Unitarian Universalists (UUs), educating people about Paganism, promoting interfaith dialogue, developing Pagan liturgies and theologies, and supporting Pagan-identified UU religious professionals.
Bell Street Chapel is a small church but it’s full of wonderful people Every Sunday, I drop my mother off at her church on the East Side of Providence, the Church of the Redeemer. It is also a small church, and Episcopalian, and also full of wonderful people. (A very LGBTQ+ friendly, social justice oriented congregation, which is important to my mother.) Then I drive back to my old neighborhood and go to the UU service.
For this past Sunday, we danced around a May Pole and had readings dedicated to the Spring season and nature. And I signed the church membership book and took part of a new member ceremony.
I like the music, the people, the space, and I really like unplugging for an hour and having some deep contemplative time. I also love that modern pagan holidays are incorporated into the services throughout the year, along with services about social justice issues.
To turn a phrase, the spiritual has always been the political for me. That’s why I renounced the Catholic church a long time ago. But upon renouncing Catholicism, I have always missed the fellowship, the education, and the spiritual congregational aspects of the Sunday ritual of going to church. This is exactly why being a modern pagan witch, a Unitarian Universalist, and a member of CUUPS fits so well with my spiritual identity and practice.
Happy Beltane to those who celebrate! Happy middle of Spring/middle of Autumn, depending on your hemisphere. This has been a momentous one for me and I’m really happy to have a spiritual home.